點了根菸,靠著牆壁坐下
腦袋有點空白,老實說,我也不知那根菸的的想法是什麼
應該不是傷心,既不是難過也沒有憤怒, or anything close to heart-broken
just that I didn’t expect it coming…
yea, I didn’t see that coming so soon…
like a hammer smash into the deepest part of my head,
felt kinda dizzy so I had to sit on the street.
I donno… dude, I don’t fucking know.
Honestly I donfuckingno what’s inside my head right now…
彷彿一條條混亂的思緒,錯綜複雜糾纏在一起,我真的不知道我在想什麼….